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Wasn’t feeling the prompts today so I am going down a different avenue. I’ve had an old brother on my mind lately and have no way of contacting him, hell I don’t even know if he is still alive.

It’s been eight years since we have lost contact and that is totally on me. I was wearing a colostomy bag the last time I visited him and even though he accepted me for who I was at the time I didn’t. I stayed overnight with him and during this time my bag seperated from my skin leaving the shittest smell you can imagine filling the whole house. It woke him and his wife up. This was extremely hard for me to endure and the embarrassment I felt had me quickly wanting to leave. After making apologizes I left and never tried to contact him again. My bad.

I met Leggs when I became a prospect in the club I rode in. He was from a different chapter but as time went by we grew close and travelled between cities to hang out and ride together. I got my full patch on his wedding day run which was an unforgettable weekend.

I wrote this song a little while back and it has been sitting in my folder waiting on me to decide what to do with it. I know it is not for everyone and it wasn’t intended to be. It was written more for me to knida clear my conscious and try to explain myself, it didn’t help just make me miss him more. This was added to my dog dial last night and is making it’s debut today. It is titled ‘In The Wind” and is a filler I have played with trying to figure out one of life’s ways of clearing my head.

Here’s to brother. Maybe if you are still around Wolf Lake this bark out might find you, love ya bro.

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