Sometimes it gets loud in the altered mind, today is one of those daze.
Self-doubt is a word that should be banned from our minds and vocabulary.. I woke this morning feeling uncertain of what and where I am heading. Three days from now is the Dawghouse birthday. Three years of misguided adventures through fun, fantasy and frustration has left me uncertain, filled with self-doubt.
Dial it Down
It gets loud in the quietest moments
As the voices refuses to dial it down
A rage of doubt that is filling my mind
Thoughts of my failures soon abound
No one around to provide an answer
Spending time trapped inside alone
The voices all speaking to me at once
Sending chills deep down to my bones
When something is too good to be true
It usually crashes in the blink of an eye
Sucking the joy from deep within my soul
I feed myself with more empty lies
Empty Lies
You force yourself to believe them
Repeating them over and over again
Soon there is no more room for truth
Only fables of what might have been
In the darkness of another silent scream
You realize the answer to be a simple one
Put your thoughts behind locks and keys
Turn the page, break the chain and run
Disappear into the void of solitary darkness
Where feelings can't be touched or exposed
Withdraw from the Happiness Highway of life
Announcing the Dawghouse dial is closed
Road Closed
Self doubt is such a fickle emotion
It plants a seed that begins to grow
The emptiness of belief in myself
Sitting in another Michigan snow
The brain is seeking the warmth
That only spring can truly provide
Vitamin D from the sun is needed
To once again let me enjoy this ride
Rounding another corner in this life
Sniffing for answers to my new quest
I leave the comfort of familiar things
Knowing deep inside that I am blessed
I’ve taken paths of different flavors while jumping the fence and have enjoyed every fire hydrant I passed along the way. As a puppy in the blog world I barked and joyfully tried to find a niche to fit into. Politics and religion quickly made way for rhymes and ridiculous renderings of my altered imagination.
So as I walk into the future of another year at The Dawghouse Blog I have decided to close the Dawghouse Dial and use it as a personal page to post my songs as they develop. My personal catalogue of fillers, failures and favorites if you will. I’ll still offer my YouTube videos as they are made and will post them as they are released. I just believe that flooding my site with AI is not in my best interest. Now to get busy writing a new BIO, have a great ‘Hump’ day my friends.
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